When I think of the past several months,
I feel cold
I feel ice in my veins that stings my whole body.
I think of that girl who smiled as the clock hit 12:00
she gave him a kiss
And look, where are we now?
I can’t explain
I’ve lost nearly everything sacred to me.
Navy blue clouds my vision until I feel
the soft, wet tears
rain down my cheeks
I can find solace in knowing one day this will all be over,
the ice will melt,
my tears will dry
and I will once again see the world in color
but that day has never felt so